Happy fasting everybody!! I love Ramadhan so much.. there's no syaiton here. So, usually I make some excuse by blaming them about mistakes I made. haha~..and I really afraid of the darkness. I always think they will terkam me in the dark. Thats why I selalu rasa tak boleh nak bernafas je kalau dalam gelap unless there's someone besides me.
In ramadhan Muslim are aware of fighting nafsu especially nafsu about eating. Fight nafsu about everything. This ramadhan would be the most though month for me to face. Azam tahun ni memang nak tahan sume kehendak yang tak sepatutnya ada dalam diri. I hope I can be more close to Him. I apologise.. I know I'm wrong, but this is the way to know myself better. I'm sorry..
This year I have friends to go tarawih. What a pleasant journey to be a good human of the earth. FYI, I don't really know on how to do tarawih. Selalu ikut-ikutan aje. My family never push us to do tarawih when we're child. Well, its not wajib to do that. Besides, my Abah is not always around us on that time. Mak always busy in handling my brothers and me. so nobody teach us about solat tarawih at Masjid. I only know about tarawih during my secondary school. But thats not an excuse for not doing tarawih bila dah besau panjang ne. So, my first azam, penuhkan bulan ni untuk bertarawih and khatam Al-Qur'an.
What makes this ramadhan differ is,.. I have a commitment to focus on. Its him. Even he always act like a child (which are stubborn and a bit lazy.. yahh.. selalu suke arah2 orang.. cubit kang), I've made the promise to hold him without prejudice (?) .. apeda prejudis,, men hentam aje. Hopefully he can fullfill the promise to change. I know its not easy, but the chances is not any also. Do or don't. I promise that I will not babbling all the time. But ignoring your mistake sometimes can't piss me off. migrain la ini macam... ngee~
HAve A bleSSEd ramAdHAn!!
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